Seeing a young chap grew up from Youth Ministry
in my church and then see him grad from secondary
school, to JC and then into army, and out, and now
he's just celebrated his 21st.

People around me says "man, I feel OLD" but honestly
I do not. Is that the reason why I can clique with them
and just bum around? Or could it be something else
deeper?

But looking forward, it's almost end of 2008 already.
Scary just looking back, I've already been at my
this current account for more than one year.
(Actually is One Year One Month exact) Thank God
I've managed to be productive and see through
many issues. No doubt there are still some bugs here
and there but the major ones are addressed and
settled and finally my team here can move forward
with me.

Being a Team Lead here at this account for a mere 6
months had taught me a lot. Especially on handling
"difficult" people and when to really "pick a fight" and
it had also made me understand how do I handle
situation when stressed. Something that I think I needed
to review it constantly and not settle for my habitual
method to resolve issue. But yet at the same time, I
do feel that everything is like a scale, a constant balancing
act. But yet, I still thank God for allowing me to forecast
all pitfalls and plan with my guys to deter from it.
Sometimes I do admit I "overthink" things and worried
too much; possible case of over-worriedness ha!

Can't say I enjoy 2008 much, but I did learn a lot which
I think working in my past position would not allow me to
be so "exposed". I'm looking forward to 2009 for something
new to learn and achieve.

Yet HEY, We are constantly learning anyway!